One ex-squaddie's daily struggle with life, love and bloody civies

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Deaths a Bitch

Been a funny old day really, went to see my Nan at rest in the funeral home, wierd to see her like that, laid out, all thin and gaunt. She was 93 years old and not that long ago you would have sworn she would make it to her hundreds. What done her in was stopping her cleaning job, yep she was still at it, cleaning houses, in her nineties, just as she did in her twenties when she came over from Ireland.

This is the first time I really felt death, yeah I lost grandparents and great grandparents, a favourite uncle and my mother in law lost her battle with cancer a couple of years ago and its all painful stuff. I had three friends killed in their youth, one accident, one murder and one killed in Iraq at the begining of the war, and they really hurt. I've seen dead bodies before as well, some brutally murdered in Northern Ireland, but when you see your old Nan laid out, well thats a different story, for the second time in my life I felt like fainting on the spot, the first time being on my first day in the army, but thats another story. All in all a funny, painful day, I made up for it by buying a pink glazed ring donut, a large mocca and trying to OD on sugar, didn't work though.

Sorry if this is all depressing, we bury her Thursday so i will probably be better by then.

Oh, also I've used my artisitc flair to its best and ended up with this, hope its not too severe on the eye. I didn't mean to go so squaddified, hey but thats life.

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